Yes! I've survived through the endless ongoing projects and the 4 torturous exams. My last paper for the whole of my poly life ended at 6pm yesterday. The feeling was extraordinary when you know the next time you will visit the school is during Graduation Day (that's only if I managed to pass all my modules). I'm just not confident this time round, BPO alone can made me wanna give up in the midst of doing the paper. ;( I can literally stare on the question and my mind went totally blank. Oh well, it's over! Bless me! I wanna graduate!
The contrary feeling of graduating, I guess I will only feel it when I'm moving on to the next phase of life. As of now, just let me enjoy the long long break. Ever since I came back from Germany, I've not rested for long periods of time and I've waited soooooo long for this date to arrive. Lots of plans and activities on my mind, I better not have excuses to nua at home again. If things go well and I'm lucky to be chosen to go into local uni, I'll have 6 months of break. I'm gonna make good use of these 6 months to learn something and hopefully get some working experience as well. :D
The fear of not getting into local uni does come into my mind especially when my gpa is just on the borderline. Well, SIM global can be my second opportunity to study uni, but I guess I can only apply on the 2nd intake if I wait for the local uni results. We'll see..
Studies aside, speaking about CNY. I missed last year's CNY because I was in Germany, I was pretty anticipated to see my relatives whom I only see them once a year, exceptional for last year. Surprisingly, this year, I got to see almost all my relatives and we took a family photo together. Little cousins have grown up while the older aunts and uncles have grown old. It's just great to reminisce the past when I was still young and round. I showed them the photos when I was young, they all laughed and told me how much difference I've changed during these 20 years of my life. It brought back memories, one of my cousin told me that I was at the verge of leaving the world when I was 1 year old, he nearly lost grip of me at the edge of the cliff at Genting Highlands. Hah, I'm glad I was saved and live well till today. (:
Maternal relatives. (Don't have to find me, I'm the photographer.)
The cousin that always sticks to me. (:
Coincidentally, V-Day fell on CNY as well. We've made an agreement not to celebrate this year as it would be packed when it falls on a Sunday, CNY and V-Day altogether. However, I still insisted to meet Dear on that very day even when I reached home at night. We talked about anything and everything under the moon, digging events that happened 5 years ago and even before we met. How nice it will be to reminisce memories that have past 10, 20, 30 or even 50 years when we grow old. Of course, it will only happen if we are able to walk through these years together. There's never "forever" in a relationship, but there's still "lasting" relationship, it just depends how long a couple can embrace their love even when one day the love seems to tear apart.
I better get going to prepare for the shopping spree with my gfs later! :D I need to get a dress for Dear's bro's wedding this Sunday!
I'll be back very soon again.
I want to go everywhere with you. (:
